Archive for December, 2007

I remember what it was like and its better than NOW

December 19, 2007 at 6:59 pm · Filed under Needs to be Said

Well I have lots to report. I’m still here at the job. I love it to say the least. Because of the holiday things are starting to slow down a little but otherwise things are good. I’m registered to classes for January. I started paying on them already. I hope it works out for me. I guess no matter what I will just do my very bestest. So as of Friday at noon I will have a little over one week off from work. I plan to file for my benefits during that time – and why the F**K not!

He and I had it out this weekend. We ended up at a “deadlock” as he calls it. Well screw him. I really want to just move the hell on and leave him in the dust. He keeps talking about “love” all the while lying to me. I found those trolling messages. So first thing that contacts you – all over it? Then I found emails directed to this account that I couldn’t quite put my thumb on. I will continue to investigate this. Whatever. Does it matter? I heard from the past and told him / her to call. Maybe I can hang with them again? Would that be really odd? I feel so far removed from them. So far!! But it’d be nice. I don’t know. I can only give it a shot. But who knows maybe nothing will ever come of anything.

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are u high

December 3, 2007 at 11:31 am · Filed under Needs to be Said

Gawd, i cannot believe the gall of her thinking that I should buy her a laptop?  I wonder if he’s behind it but then remember how ludacrious my mother can really be.  So whatever, the baby photos break my heart.  I’m alone in this venture. 

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